Title: *Hearfelt Prayer For Sanctification*
Dear God,
1.With every messy, harmful, ignorant act, and complaint, this life, here staring
me in the face now, what can I say before you, other than I am deeply sorry.
How truly sorry I am, for every act of violation I have ever committed against You.
I am deeply stunned, that I could ever have even considered acts, contrary to your
will, let alone actually doing them. I'm mortified that those actions and decisions
made by me, have violated your code, and then manifested as pain and suffering
for myself and others. I messed up. I'm sorry. I'm repentant for the upset
I have caused you, others, and myself, by my decisions and actions.
2.I am sorry I participated in anything the anti-God, anti-christ ever conspired.
Please forgive me, for all my part in the suffering caused by my ignorant decisions,
including actions of commission and omission, in my so called 'efforts to survive'.
I repent, for making my 'survival in the physical body' more important
than your Will for my soul. I am gob-smacked and appalled by my past actions
and decisions, nor do I have any excuse, other than to say I'm sorry; and request for
the opportunity to put this right, especially while I am still alive in human form.
3. God, I do not wish to live another day without being fully in line with your purpose
and will for Earth. If my life on Earth is to continue, please make it only and entirely
in service to you, to glorify YOU, and nothing more. My life has no other purpose,
nor do I wish for it to have any other purpose, but to serve and glorify you entirely,
and to make amends to YOU for my past errors in thinking, decision-making and
consequential deeds. Lord, I have been powerful at doing wrong.
4. Lord I see how influential I have been at generating harm to myself and others.
I have been powerful in committing sin, that has led to bad health, depression,
anxiety, poverty, instability, stress, unhappiness, resentment, vengeance,
confusion, insecurity, disloyalty, broken, unstable relationships, isolation,
loneliness, low self esteem, physical, emotional, cultural, national,
and spiritual pain. The evidence is all around me in my life, to see
how powerful I have been at sin. I have been powerful in attracting
others to commit sin too. I seem to have made it exceedingly easy
for them to do so, right from day one, of my birth into this
physical world.
5. God, I really believed, I was basically 'a good
person' inside. I never thought that I had such power in me
to do, and allow evil consequences. I never believed, that
I had such a negative force within me, to attack and derail
all the good, life affirming, intentions that you planned
for me as a soul, and as your child.
6. Lord, how could I have been so wrong, so blind and so foolish?
It simply goes to show, how much I under-estimated the extent
of Your magnificence; and also how much I unders-estimated the
negative power of our enemy, and the extent of its harmful influence.
Indeed the rabbit hole runs deep, and the Spiritual wickedness in high places
very steep. I am genuinely sorry for my soul pride in thinking I could win
a battle against such an enemy, with my own will and strength, and for my
falling into that trap of flattery and pride to begin with. Pride is the
anti-christ's greatest sin, and got it too.
7. I now know that I never had the wisdom or capacity in my own power to
see through the masterful depth of any such cunning and deviousness.
The enemy has literally turned the whole of Creation upside down on its head,
in an effort to completely destroy it - This indeed is the highest form of evil and
wickedness this Universe has ever experienced! And to know that I have ever contributed
to such an evil plan, is the most painful, humiliating, and revolting realization, of my
entire existence. This awareness is excruciatingly painful for me personally. Even more so,
than the pain of actual seperation from you, that it brought about, and I am deeply
sorry for that offence.
8. I am beyond grateful, for my conviction by The Holy Ghost, who has opened my
Spiritual eyes and ears to this TRUTH, among many others. Another truth being that,
I am unable to correct this grave error in me, or to put it right in anyway myself,
without your divine forgiveness, grace and assistance. And if anything has been
gained by my short time on this earth so far, then that much I have learnt with
certainty. All I request now, aside from your forgiveness, is the chance to put it right,
and to make amends, but in the right way- YOUR WAY. Not the false, egotistical,
self-sacrificial way of the enemy based on condemnation and lies. I want and choose
to put it right, and to make amends in the way that totally serves to glorify YOU,
be that on this Earth or wherever you may choose to place my soul.
9.Lord, though the anti-Christ, has tried every trick in his evil plot to steal my soul
from You, I now know without any shadow of a doubt that my soul belongs to YOU.
It always has, and always will. So please reclaim your place centre stage of my Being.
Please be seated comfortable again upon the throne of my Being and en-crown your
might and influence there once more. I hand over the keys of my Being back to you
as your property. You are the rightful landlord, I am the tenant, and the anti-christ
has been a squatter, and property vandal that must be evicted fully from this property
which he stole.
10. I hereby serve divine notice on all enemies of yours in me, to quit and leave now,
and take all their trash, of out-dated, fake programs, sin, and lies with them, including
all the clutter, false accusations, ungodly beliefs, empty promises, strong-holds,
karmic debts, emotional blackmail, fake scenarios, records and everything connected
to the anti-God program, to leave and dissolve from my Being now. For The Holy Spirit
to regain centre stage, with full Control and Authority over every aspect of my life
and being, physically, mentally,emotionally, socially, culturally, and especially spiritually,
across all dimensions of space and time.
11. Let there be, no more misunderstandings, whether on this side, or the other.
This is now and always what I want, what I request, what I need, and what I declare,
This is what I affirm, what I permit, what I authorize, what I create and what I support.
I pour whatever power of choice I have left as a being into this request, so to be fully
sanctified and redeemed by the sacrificial blood of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
I further declare now, that I no longer need to keep sacrificing myself or my own life
to any person, being, entity or cause, in an effort to pay off any burden of spiritual
debt or guilt, because God has already done so on my behalf through Jesus Christ.
12.I also affirm and declare my willingness in forgiving everything and everyone,
both visible and invisible, past and present, (myself included) who has ever
caused me harm, and been part of my fall from Grace. I willingly forgive everything
and everyone, who has ever deceived me, lied to me, or about me, hidden or
withheld things from me, that were rightfully mine to have; stolen from me, denied me,
oppressed me, abused me, tempted me, lured me, entrapped me, pressured or
blackmailed me, forced me, bullied me, overwhelmed me, attacked me, condemned me,
ridiculed me, raped me, cursed me, hexed me, bribed me, undermined me, plotted against
me, winning or losing, waged war against me, stolen from me, used spell craft
or sorcery against me, invalidated me, neglected or ignored me and my rights.
13.I willingly forgive everything, every person and being, visible and invisible,
that has ever manipulated or hypnotised me, used spells, mind control,
addictions, addictive substances, addictive behaviours, processes or programs,
so as to obtain my attention or energy for sinful purposes, that are directly or
indirectly against God's Will. I forgive everyone who has acted ignorantly or
purposefully to see me fall. I forgive, all the unforgiveness towards me,
from others.
14. I pray and ask that all these people, and sources, be
now and forever, filled with the love and peace of God, and
be transformed by the almighty power of The Holy Ghost for
more loving and peaceful intentions. I pray peace, love,
healing and forgiveness to fill up, the heart of every person,
and being in Creation. I pray that The Kingdom of Christ
reigns supreme on Earth, as in the Heavens, now and for
evermore. Amen. Amen. Amen.
Love & Light
Rev.Bola
[copyright: 12.Aug.2017]
